Sunday, May 28, 2006

The Other Side...

I always wondered how true was the adage...'The grass is always greener on the other side...'...Its all illusion...God damn it...N trust me...No one is worth Your Love n emotions...n Ur trust...!!! other than Ur parents or your immediate family...even there...Beware...!!!

I woke up from my nap this evenin...I found few things on my bed tat Usually r wid me...while I sleep...two pillows n some music...I had my I-pod next to me...I hav had this wid me over the past few months...N trust me its the first gadget I have Loved wid all my heart...My passion for the gud old music increased n I was happy tat I found the right thing on which I could build it on...Though it could hold jus a thousand songs in it...b there were better ones available...I still Loved it as it was the best...I trusted it n I did blindly...My Love for it blinded me as I thought I wouldn't be soundin tat sweet to any1's ears other than mine...but alas it was not the truth...It did sound the same to every1 who laid its hands on n it did hurt me...Its me who owned it..its me whom it meant more than jus another gadget for me..I Loved it..but it didn't even realize it...

Was happy n comfortable in my hands...Smilin @ me happily when I did charge it whenever it needed a boost to run...Kept it updated as I didn't want my Love to loose the race..All this for wut..Jus to find tat I meant nothin to It...Jus 2 find out tat It had been runnin around lying to me...!!!

I still found it difficult to take but the fact was tat the uniqueness in feelin tat I had for it was no more...I started lookin out for a better one whom I could think of n make it understand wut the void created in my emotional castle n fill it wid the right one...rather than cribbin abt the wrong 1 which I felt was right...I would like to prove someday tat...Wut it/she missed was somethin more precious than wut she thought I was worth...cuz she felt...'The grass is Greener on the other side...'...!!!

8 Comments:

At 3:07 AM , Blogger Susmita said...

grass being greener on the other side.. if that was all people wanted, it would be fine,, but people are greedy for purple grass.... thats unfortunately not available.. if its green its grass, and all that we need is grass, if one has it (s)he should be content with it.. looking for purple grass is not going to work! and when a person strays to look for purple, (s)he would realize that grass is green and would come back to it....

 
At 3:08 AM , Blogger Susmita said...

btw, nice pic...

 
At 9:13 AM , Blogger Hari Ramachandran said...

Thanx on tat pic..N wid respect to the purple/green grass...I always wonder Y is it tat ppl don't realize wut they hav in their hand..Few hav the mental stbility to realize wut they loose n get bak...but in few there's a big pcture of ego(which they claim to be self respect...)n don't even realize..rather they refrain themselves from tat realization process..Wonder if Luvin/feelin for such ppl r really worth...:-?

 
At 11:46 AM , Blogger Susmita said...

hey! i believe in loving for the sake of love... it is painful when the love-d does not acknowledge the love-r.. but i love a person for the joy of lov-ing...

but there are times when i wonder if a person is worth me,, the problem is that even if i realize that (s)he is not worth me, i continue to love! :P
there is no point botherning about it, is what i realized...

 
At 5:14 PM , Blogger Hari Ramachandran said...

True..But the fact tat u loved someone from the core of ya heart...Esp if its ya first 1...I mean the emotion tat she brings in U is like somethin tat U hav never felt..Somethin so pure...the purity is awesome n fills every corner in U...U build tat castle wid hopes on her..n she finally says I forgot the foundation...It hurts more...

 
At 5:25 PM , Blogger Susmita said...

i understand what exactly it feels like..
but then life moves on,, and the wounds will heal, they will leave a scar, yet we need to camouflage the scar and move on...

 
At 7:09 PM , Blogger Hari Ramachandran said...

Tats d truth budd's...The scar will be there..N someone who's right will be around to get all the scar's out...

 
At 10:47 PM , Blogger RP said...

you love someone because you love someone, whether they are worth it or not doesnt' matter, they have no role to play.

 

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