Monday, May 29, 2006

Lesson from a PUG...

Was at Bharath's place this evening...He got a new dog, atleast tats wut I thought...I found her out of place when I entered his place...

I don't want to refer her as a dog..I hate doin tat...So am referin to her as Ms.P..As she's a pug...N I would like to tell somethin abt her first even before I begin wut she taught me...
She was actually at a transit home rite now...n was brought along wid an other friend of Bharath...She was his relatives pet n they were out of the town for long n they had no other option but to leave her bak wid some person who would take care of her as they did...They found a place...but it so happened tat Ms.P wouldn't settle in there cuz there were already few pets there n she didn''t get her share of proper care n attention...She expected tat she would get everythin wut it was like bak @ home...

Ms.P was one of those kinds tat she wanted everythin/every1 the way she wanted them to be n wouldn't give a damn to the hardships tat others went thro' in settin bak things rite but in the course of their settin things rite if somethin happens tat would spoil her equilibrium n zone of comfort..She would erupt...

I met her in such a state...n as am a very gud companion n I like shoulderin ppl..rather I'm brought up tat way tat the comfort of souls around u is important for U to be happy...It was no different cuz Ms.P had emotions too..I was wid her all possible times...n everytime she was down I was there for her...Cuddlin her...makin her forget all her worries n I wondered if I started likin her..n i did..more than like...I Loved her...N she did Love me as well..

I wished Ms.P was my pet n would be wid me always...atleast in her company n wid none remindin tat someday she might hav to go away..I felt she was all mine n showered her wid Love...I have never felt this way for any other pet I hav come across..Though there were few really sweet ones..

In d mean time...Ms.P owners decided to find her a new place n found one for her...N she was moved there...even there..I tried to make it a point tat she shouldn't feel out of place n lonely..n wid time she started gettin accoustomed to the new place...N she got few more gud new friends..I was happy for her..N she was treated as if she was @ her own home...She was happy...n so was I...n whenever I went to C her..She would jump up in joy n wid a few more ppl to share her time wid I understood her n didn't expect her to b wid me all time...

On one fine day...Her owners came bak jus for a few days n they met her..She was of course overjoyed...n it so happened tat wid in those few days few bitter exchange of emotions n thoughts happened n she was also a victim of it...Not knowin wut to do..She started behavin strange to almost every1 she knew...even Bharath who knew her for years...I was no different...she did the same wid me...but the aftermath was the worst part...She started ignorin any1 n every1...Esp me..n my feelin's for her no longer mattered..!!!

I then wondered..'Wutever is happenin now, is somethin very similar to wutever is happenin wid me...Is this a coincidence or is time tryin to teach me a lesson'..She came out of nowhere one fine day n now she's all gone...not even wantin to respond to me..Is tat all anyones emotions worth...is tat all...:-?..'..I didn't know the answer...but I wanted to find out...Jus then Bharath told me...'Dude,I know u liked her from th bottom of Ur heart...but she found somethin better...somethin more appealin to her than wut she has now...N tats d way life is...MOVE ON...'
'MOVE ON...'..i still have those words ringin in my ears now...'Yes,I know tat I Love her n she knows tat i do...So where's the point in feelin bad if she doesn't recioprocate wut I feel for her..i don't loose a thing...If its not the Pug..I could be some other breed always..A lot of others r worth my Love n care n attention than a stupid Ms.P makin me feel out of place...'..N someday she'll realize wut she has missed.."A Pure Carin heart n a very gud companion n friend"..But when she realizes tat I would be far away not even in a position to provide her shoulder...though I would Love n care for her the same way I do now...!!!

3 Comments:

At 8:53 PM , Blogger Susmita said...

exactly dude, move on... thats the bitter truth of life.. life is moving and you need to keep pace with it,,

 
At 10:05 PM , Blogger Hari Ramachandran said...

I realized it...Was clouded rather drugged by emotions n depression the way Ram puts it..But its of no use...i end up screwin every1's happiness who r around me...So movin on...;))..wid hopes tat...The grass is greener on the other side..n after knowin its Green n not purple...;))

 
At 4:04 AM , Blogger Susmita said...

:)

 

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