Thursday, July 13, 2006

DrEaM...

A rainy evening it was...Did my most favourite thing to do when it rains...Drenched myself from head to toe. Driving back from work was never so mesmerising an experience...
With such a pleasant thought in my mind...Home was even more appealing an heaven than usual..though I left my heart back at the place where I could get drenched in every drop of rain that was ready to kiss the Earth beneath...
What could make my internal ambience better...Grandma's contruibution as a mug of warm coffee...I went near the french window in my room to watch the rain drops forcefully wet the earth giving out the aroma of virgin wet earth...Awesome...
Things that were happening around me made my day and yes...This day is special in my life...With a scintillating smile from the bottom of my heart...I continued to watch outside the window sitting on the comfort that my grandpa's chair had to offer...
I watched a girl...About 18 to 19 years of age...Walking out side the gate of her house...Just to melt away in the heavens shower that was now pouring in all its glory.I wondered what she was upto...and the inquisitiveness made me stand up...With arms wide open she was ready to take on every single drop on her...It looked as if she wanted to hug the clouds above...I was thrilled..She was a girl very different,I could make that out from her very first act.I decided to continue watching...and with every single act of hers..When she let the rain drops run down her throat through her open mouth,with the flowers that she held in her graceful palm...with the way she carried a small puppy that was shivering from the wetting shower to its shelter...By the way she played with every small kid who enjoyed natures shower the same way she did...I wanted to get out of the house and join her...
To my surprise...When I lifted my eyes to look at her again...There she was waving her hands frantically towards me..Calling me to join her...I was stunned...Who is she...I don't know her..Have not met her ever...n she is calling me out to play in the rain...and even before I could respond she turned back to enjoy things her own way...Too curious to know who she was..I ran down the stairs leaving all the comfort of grandpa's chair and the luke warm coffee behind..Her acts were more magnetic...I ran towards the far end of the road where she was in the company of another kid...turning the other way...I prayed for her to stay there...and she did...I went close enough that she could hear me calling her..'Excuse Me..'...
My mobile rang...I woke up with a start...Still finding the rain to be pouring...I looked at the display hazily checking out who is the person who did not give me a chance to look at the face that was calling me out to join her in the rain...In my dreams...I found it to be 'U'...And the voice said..."Hey Its me,I was thinking of how could I possibly make your evening even more pleasant and beautiful,I happened to live in your dreams,the way you want me to be...and I am happy that I did make your evening more pleasant..Take care Love..Bye.."
I was lost...Was all that a dream..???I did not want it to end there...I wanted to look at 'Ur' face...Lost in time and place...Enjoying nature and the rain..As you are...
My eyes could do nothing but close the doors to reality and take me to my DREAMLAND...and there I stand calling you to look back at me...'Excuse me..'...

Saturday, July 08, 2006

Blinded by emotions..??Some1 gimme a satisfactory answer..

I have had this question in my mind for a long time now...Y do people cry when they get their girl married to someone and she takes her first step into a new life...A happy future awaits her..but is it right to start with a tear..??

the very fact that she is your daughter is not going to change at any cost...It is just that your family has grown a little more and the horizon has just widened...Y cry for that..Am confused...!!!

Its not Whom but What...n How Much..

I had this talk with my real good friend months before...he used to tease me with the way I used to write things about Love though I have never experienced it from someone special in my life other than the most special people - My Family...

I used to tell him then..."Dude, you might find it strange...But its not about who is the person and about when you are going to meet her and how...But it is that...the way you love someone will always be reciprocated in one way or the other...like the way I Love and respect my faimily members I get it back from themm in the form of their Love...N I'll tell you the day I find the one who's meant for me and that day you'll understand what is that beautiful feeling which made me write this all..."...

N today...if my dear friend...If you are reading this...I have met her after a few initial hiccups..Am in Love...and always remember..its not about whom/what you think of and express your feelings...It is about how much that feeling matters to you and the way express it...