Out of the blue... !!!

Went of to a dizzy last night with loads of things running on my mind (rather imposed on me, that it went on over n over), N i woke up this morning with a lightning bolt question -

" When will people realize, that there is no one's world that revolves around just one person ? "

and am looking for answers... !!!!

Once bitten..Twice Shy....!!

I do not know how many of you have experienced what I am experiencing right now...let me pen down and its left for you to answer...

Many things happen in our lives which for the first time make no sense and we are forced to or rather bound to react on the limited scope called REFLEX...be it a physical proocation or a mental one...but if a similar event occurs again one applies his mind and looks for a more concrete solution, thus making him an provoking him to think rather than act in reflex...Why is it?

Why does this happen...??

The leaves were swinging with the wind,
But my senses failed to feel them...
A thousand thorns pricked me,
I my search for the most beautiful rose,
Blood was red, and so were the roses...
But it was the roses I saw,
My blood was not in my eyes recognition...
Many beautiful composition passed throuhg my ears,
But my mind failed to realize even a single note...
The moist sand, the aroma of a candle,
Perfumes were beyond my sense of smell...
Lost was I, or was finding myself in You??
These could be the answers, or...
Could be the questions I wanna pose to You,
Lost in the sense of time, my own loud words, became a silent mime...

Faith or Fate...??

Have been wondering on this for sometime now...and decided to write this post..hoping to get some answers by the end of this scribbling...

Was talking to one of my friends about he doing his MS in the US (his dream and faith)...and all he had to say was...I do not know dude...have done my part in getting a good score in GRE(1430/1600) and days before the interview for his Visa...he said..now I leave it to fate...

Another friend of mine, who was actually worried about providing the best education for her daughter, all she had to say was...'Hope all the hard work pays of and things fall in place' and she was given solace by saying - 'edhu varanamo adhu varum' which translates to 'Wuts destined will happen'...

I mean, it is like trying to toss a coin and get both head and tail, which is actually impossible.. I have been brought up with an ideology which simply put says - 'Hard and Smart work always pays off ' and I have been believing in my faith in what I do than my fate, but it still gives me a confused thought when people say - "You are destined for bigger things in life than saying, You will make it big...!!!..."

Do I trust in my Faith or Fate...??